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The Pain of my Sorrow
There is really nothing for me to say…
Except how come I like the night more than the day?
In the night I feel free and awake but during the day I feel sad and at angst.
My mind is flooded with a wave of creative sayings and overlapping with unlimited infatuations.
The day makes me feel enervated because it’s hard to get away from the noise of today’s expectation.
I’m already drained because the night before I went to sleep in a dream that i’ll make it one day.
I hold myself to a certain expectation that I can’t seem to escape.
But I don’t know shit.
I have no idea what comes next.
A to do list of things that can get me ahead yet no motivation to actually make any success.
I am all words, out spoken ideas and unrealistic dreams.
I lied…
And maybe that’s why I feel so disconnected, I’m detached from myself.
I’m living my life through a lens of misread interpretation.
My life is a movie with no real ending…
I’m watching and waiting for the outcome of my awakening.
I have no idea what to expect except the story’s I tell in my head.
They say my life will be great. I’ll live and leave my pain in my wake.
They say I’ll fall in love like in the movie scene kind of way.
The way we’re we meet at some event and have mutual friends.
He looks me in the eyes and I blink twice, he can’t help but smile at the twinkle in my green eyes.
He asks all these questions trying to get to know me. He wants to get to know me.
From then on he’s infatuated by the dream of what it could be with me.
You see the point?
The dream of a love so real, could that really be?
or is love just a thing for the movies and not reality?
We end up dating and he finds to be nothing interesting.
I spend a year or so with him entertaining the idea of what could be rather than face what is.
I leave because I have the strength to pull away when something feels strange.
This is what I mean about the constant flow of what could be.
Truth is it’s all just made up maybes.
I don’t know shit.
Nothing seems to fit.
Nothing seems to stick.
We are always expanding, changing, evolving…
becoming.
What does that mean?
It means we live life in stages and phases. Where things are never the same and life is always in the wake of yesterday.
We live many lives all in one life.
We become many different kinds of people through the one mold that holds the whole piece together.
So who are we really,
who am I,
what am I,
and whats the point?
Not to live for tomorrow but for today?
It’s all the same fucking day, man.
So I lay awake thinking of what the hell to make of this day.
Not wanting it to change but not wanting it to stay.
I live in my head most days and at night I let my heart flood my brain with thoughts of uncertain dreams of reality.
Coming up with things that I didn’t even know I knew. Pouring out what has been held so deep.
My words just flow with the rhythm of my soul and what ever comes is a message from beyond.
From the universe itself, helping me to comprehend my own actuality.
Helping me reveal the answers of my unlimited curiosity.
I have many questions about who I am and where I began.
In wonder of my life and when I’ll feel alright.
In wonder for my future if it will be everything I dreamed for.
In wonder if I’ll die soon, or if I’ll live my life till I’m grey and old.
Why worry about tomorrow when you can live for today.
Why worry about judgment and pain when you can be free and sane.
Allow this day to shape you for the rest of your days.
Become content of the current progress of today’s end.
We could allow ourselves to wallow in the stress of todays day or we could rise and expand on what the day may bring.
It’s all choices and perception.
It’s all depending on the feeling from within.
If you want to wallow then please do.
Allow yourself to feel the pain of your sorrow.
But don’t, if you don’t have too.
Bring your self up and face the day with the strength of yesterday.
Breathe in what could be and push away your egos mentality.
Sabrina Plata
I Do Not Break
I did not get where I am by wishing and waiting.
I went through many inner battle breaking down years of conditioning.
I let my mind torment my soul, I let my ego take control.
I was a free flowing river of sadness bounded by the troubles of my mind.
Trying to escape this life of mine.
Realizing that it’s not that I need to escape but embrace.
Let the pain be my strength
and myself hate be my wake to change.
Now I am free because I let my self be
free from the judgement and expectation.
Free from the hate that with held me.
I’m aware and alive
living in the divine
free from my mind.
My strength is my foundation and love is what keeps it from shaking.
I do not break, bend, fall to my feet
I stand tall, strong and ready to defeat.
Sabrina Plata
Walk slow and easy
Sabrina Plata
Feel everything, attach to nothing
Love without expectation
Thrive without the assumptions of success and glory
Be humble in your findings, yet share everything
Live with the intention of acceptance and love
Let go of judgment and worry
Find comfort in discomfort
Acknowledge that you are all knowing
Have faith in the universe and yourself
For if you go forward with good intention and true authenticity
Then you’ll live a life of peace and prosperity
Always and forever.
Bask in the glory of your being.
Beautiful is she
Sabrina Plata
beautiful is the sea
They are one
crashing and retracting
for she is one with everything she sees
One with the sky
happy and free
Beauty fills her eyes
engulfing her mind
Everlasting and ever enhancing
she takes a deep breath in
She can finally breath
She sits in the sand, sun on her skin. Cold refreshing air fills her lungs.
She sits content. For she knows there is a great and vast journey ahead of her.
She sees so much beauty in the world. Her heart is full of love.
Her spirit is alive and her light shines as bright as the sun.
-Sabrina Plata
The essence of yoga is union or becoming one with the universe.
Ram Dass
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